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[Haven't posted anything in a bit, so read this psych test I took. It's pretty dead on about me I'd say.]

You are a private person, not very comfortable in a big group, and view excessive socializing as a waste of time. You not prefer hanging out with others to spending time alone; you do not tend to feel at home in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside. For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.
You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
You are somewhat shy, or at least unwilling to spend all your time socializing. With you it's true that "still waters run deep," which is why many of your acquaintances never get to know you well.
You are not always ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're not likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.
You may be comfortable on your home turf, but you have a tendency to be self-conscious in an unfamiliar environment. While you're usually at ease with your friends, you can be a little skittish around strangers.
You usually don't feel at home in unfamiliar settings or with new people. When you get rattled, you don't necessarily recover instantly.
You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.
You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
You tend to hold onto your thoughts until you have something important to say, and even then you're not comfortable imposing your ideas on others unless you know they're truly interested.
You don't enjoy talking for the sake of talking, and you have no desire to be the center of attention.
You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.

Psych Central - Personality Patterns

last week
misfits ► nikki
Well I quit the following day and I'm still convinced it's one the best decisions I made this year. And the following day I get not one but two job interviews!!! (One was on Wednesday and other on Friday) Though I know as of now one place decided to pass while I have yet to hear from other yet.

But why did I have to get sick this week?!?!?  T_T


I *kinda quit my job today.(*meaning I've cleared out my locker and told two people I was leaving but I still need to call my boss in the a.m. to make it official)

BUT other than that I've quit and HOLY FUCK.

Feeling lots of things right now though the main one is a sense of peace I haven't felt a long time. But the other very prominent feeling is shock which I find strange. I mean I've been daydreaming about leaving that place for so long and now that I've finally taken the plunge it's certainly a shock to my system.

I actually planned on quitting at the end of the month new job or not (and two more paychecks in my bank account) but today something just clicked in me and I could not bring myself to keep going on the way I was there.

<rant mode: on>
It took so much out of me to get up and go everyday despite at one point I really needed that job. On the days I had to work I was always really bitchy (for a reason but not a good one), had to deal with the mostuncomfortable chairs EVER, how dirty that place was (which I'm sure contributed to my increase of acne and colds), CARPET FUCKING MITES and the of course and for most the very stupid asshole (did I mention racist & sexist?) upper managers who couldn't manage their way out of a bucket. I mean you know it's bad when you're daydreaming about zombie invasions and you imagine it's you or me situation and I have a gun they've recently become infected *BAM* I win bitches.

The only thing I picked up from this job was a few more gray hairs, My increased potty mouth and an intense dislike for 97.9% of humanity. OH and did you know these backward motherfuckers OUTLAWED COFFEE in our office because some idiot on another shift (NOT ours as everyone likes to blame everything on the afternoon shift) ruined a keyboard and they knew who it was but didn't do anything to them but made us suffer for it.
<rant mode: off>

Even though I would have preferred to leave that place with another job lined up I am very happy with my decision and hopefully now that I have nothing but time I'll find something better soon. I have to damnit.

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stock ► can you keep a secret?
"I began to draw an invisible boundary between myself and other people. No matter who I was dealing with. I maintained a set distance, carefully monitoring the person’s attitude so that they wouldn’t get any closer. I didn’t easily swallow what other people told me. My only passions were books and music."

Sputnik Sweetheart, Haruki Murakami



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I got "S" from enchanted_black.

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload) 10 songs you love that begin with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

DJ Shadow - Six Days
Martina Topley-Bird - Sandpaper Kisses
Sandwiches - Body Language
Cut Copy - Saturdays
Mazzy Star - She Hangs Brightly
B2ST/BEAST - Shock
Muse - Showbiz
NIN - Survivalism
MBLAQ - Stay
Helicopter Girl - Satan's Seventh Bride


life as such
Paid overdue internet bill so we're back on!
Had job a interview Wednesday!!!!!
I've lost weight XD
SHINee's new video came today & Patrick Wolfs' new cd leaked too!!! 

Last Friday I paid the internet bill just to be (unknowingly at the time) baited & switched and now has to wait until Tuesday of next week for some  technician to come out set 'our new high speed internet' XP (It's safe to say I'm addicted to the internet now)
I'm SO freaking tired.
The Boy is back home.


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tvxq ► changmin
Well due to stupid money troubles our beloved internet has been cut at home so I'll won't be around much (again T_T) 

Current job has went from being able to somewhat ignore the stupid office politics enough to get a paycheck to complete WTFuckery. You would think as adults (especially in this current job climate) are able to make and carry decisions based on common sense and actual facts instead we're reduced to elementary level he-said-she-said bull which is costing people their jobs. In meantime job hunting is top priority and hopefully something much better than I have will come along. Be good everyone!
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Day 8: A song that is a guilty pleasure

The only reason why I somewhat like this song is because of this clip:

It's from this Korean drama called "Dream High" & I actually like the cover better. IU & Suzy are great singers and not to mention I don't think I'll ever get the image of Taecyeon & Kim Soo Hyun dancing out of head when I hear this song kekeke~
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